While I was in College, I was a member, and leader in the Baptist Student Union. During that time I spent alot of my time judging whether other’s theology, lifestyle, and person stood up to the bar that I believed Jesus set. In that time, I was unhappy, depressed, and without direction, but I wasn’t sexually active, never smoked or drank, and goodness me, wasn’t cursing. I was very sure of what I believed, and I was an idealog by ANYone’s standard. I was angry and I made sure people knew it.
My friends and I (all philosophy minors or majors) would sit around and talk about the Bible alot of course. In one of those get togethers a good friend of mine saying “John 3:16 is the most important scripture in the Bible, and everything else is a footnote.” Which, at that point I agreed and added that I believed that Romans 10:9 is more specific to that. And then… went on judging the theology of others anyway.
Of course alot of my adherance to those beliefs has fallen away over the years for many reasons. One is, as I began to read the Bible holistically seeing a God through out the years that cared little for sin but a whole lot for humanity (which I believe fundementalism reverses). Another is, that I started to see how my belief in “True Christianity” was actually in “Mike’s Infallible understanding of Scripture”. It’s interesting to me that as I started to see my own fallen state years after I had became a Christian I began to question my own belief system and actually left the church. I tetered between agnostism, diesm, and a strange mystical christianity for a time.
The main reason, however, was because I felt no better. I don’t mean that I wanted to be a shiny happy person holding hands, or expected God to make me better. I just didn’t see a better man. Honestly, I didn’t see any Christians who were better men. I saw either shells of happiness , or I saw people, like me, who hated themselves. Whether in the church or not in the church.
My re-entry into the church is another story, but my blog is prompted by the idea that I once held in my head as “True Christianity” and how that has changed. Here are a few things that I believe about true Christianity and the verses that support them:
1. “True Christianity” exists. (Titus 1)
2. I cannot know “True Christianity” completely:
Psalm 53
For the director of music. According to mahalath. A maskil of David. [a][b]
1 The fool says in his heart,
“There is no God.”
They are corrupt, and their ways are vile;
there is no one who does good.
2 God looks down from heaven
on the sons of men
to see if there are any who understand,
any who seek God.
3 Everyone has turned away,
they have together become corrupt;
there is no one who does good,
not even one.
3. My knowledge can “Puff” me up and make me THINK I know but love makes me “known” and I should NOT allow my knowledge make others stumble. (1 Cor 8)
4. Knowledge has great importance, should create unity, and should be shown in how we live (especially in being slow to anger, not spreading rumors, curbing sexual desires to where they are supposed to be ect) (Ephesians 4).
5. Knowledge does not bring, Grace, or any of the fruits of the spirit. Just look at the pharasees. What fruits did they produce. Then to the apostles who where in fact, fishermen.
I believe that Ephesians 4 summerizes exactly why we are all different, and why we need each other so desprately:
Ephesians 4
Unity in the Body of Christ
1As a prisoner for the Lord, then, I urge you to live a life worthy of the calling you have received. 2Be completely humble and gentle; be patient, bearing with one another in love. 3Make every effort to keep the unity of the Spirit through the bond of peace. 4There is one body and one Spirit—just as you were called to one hope when you were called— 5one Lord, one faith, one baptism; 6one God and Father of all, who is over all and through all and in all.
7But to each one of us grace has been given as Christ apportioned it. 8This is why it[a] says:
“When he ascended on high,
he led captives in his train
and gave gifts to men.”[b] 9(What does “he ascended” mean except that he also descended to the lower, earthly regions[c]? 10He who descended is the very one who ascended higher than all the heavens, in order to fill the whole universe.) 11It was he who gave some to be apostles, some to be prophets, some to be evangelists, and some to be pastors and teachers, 12to prepare God’s people for works of service, so that the body of Christ may be built up 13until we all reach unity in the faith and in the knowledge of the Son of God and become mature, attaining to the whole measure of the fullness of Christ.
14Then we will no longer be infants, tossed back and forth by the waves, and blown here and there by every wind of teaching and by the cunning and craftiness of men in their deceitful scheming. 15Instead, speaking the truth in love, we will in all things grow up into him who is the Head, that is, Christ. 16From him the whole body, joined and held together by every supporting ligament, grows and builds itself up in love, as each part does its work.
Living as Children of Light
17So I tell you this, and insist on it in the Lord, that you must no longer live as the Gentiles do, in the futility of their thinking. 18They are darkened in their understanding and separated from the life of God because of the ignorance that is in them due to the hardening of their hearts. 19Having lost all sensitivity, they have given themselves over to sensuality so as to indulge in every kind of impurity, with a continual lust for more.
20You, however, did not come to know Christ that way. 21Surely you heard of him and were taught in him in accordance with the truth that is in Jesus. 22You were taught, with regard to your former way of life, to put off your old self, which is being corrupted by its deceitful desires; 23to be made new in the attitude of your minds; 24and to put on the new self, created to be like God in true righteousness and holiness.
25Therefore each of you must put off falsehood and speak truthfully to his neighbor, for we are all members of one body. 26″In your anger do not sin”[d]: Do not let the sun go down while you are still angry, 27and do not give the devil a foothold. 28He who has been stealing must steal no longer, but must work, doing something useful with his own hands, that he may have something to share with those in need.
29Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building others up according to their needs, that it may benefit those who listen. 30And do not grieve the Holy Spirit of God, with whom you were sealed for the day of redemption. 31Get rid of all bitterness, rage and anger, brawling and slander, along with every form of malice. 32Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you.
Here is my “snub”, ok… my little peave with the way that I used to live, and still see others live. When you say things like “True Christianity” your really saying “I have the truth, and you don’t, and until you believe as I do, in all ways you can’t be a true Christian”. Now… that may not be what you INTEND to say, but I can say that anyone that doesn’t think like you at the time of reading your post, will agree with me. The reason? It sets an absolute. And that absolute isn’t Jesus. It’s you and your knowledge of Jesus. The word “True” means “Right” and the word “Christianity” means your Christianity.
When I look at my beliefs from this perspective, and I think about uttering “True Christianity” I feel I am not following this very chapter in the Book I hold so dear. How can one “2Be completely humble and gentle; and be assuminng ones understanding as being the only “True Christianity” how can one listen to anothers belief system and “be patient, bearing with one another in love.” when one believes that they have “True Christianity”. But the one that really kicks me in the ”Jimmy” is how can I ”3Make every effort to keep the unity of the Spirit through the bond of peace…” when my very words assume that I have the truth and you don’t. How does one keep at peace when these things happen.
This lie of “True Christianity” may seem pretty incuous now, but the fighting that still occurs in Ireland, directly relates to this idea. After seeing the movie The other Boliegn Girl I read about how much of the UK fought viscously about a difference in theology, something that actually Martin Luther did not want. He never wanted to seperate the church but reform it, yet much of the wars in the following centuries had ties to theological differences. He wanted to talk. He wanted to listen. He wanted unity. He got war.
Now, the Strawman to all of this (Strawmen are arguments based on something I didn’t say) is that I am not saying there IS NOT “True Christianity” and I am not even saying that yours, or mine isn’t such a thing. What I am saying is that stating that you have it, and I don’t, doesn’t create a world for discussion, but puts anyone who believes they know Christ and doesn’t agree with you in defence mode, not in lets talk about faith (baby) mode.
In short, I would say that though I believe I do know what “True Christianity” feels like, does to a person, and how that looks like, I honestly can’t say that I know what it is down pat. I am open for discussion though I believe that some of those discussions won’t lead anywhere, there is still in my head the idea that if the discussion is left on the table I have a better chance at having a conversation, then stating that I know what God trully wants for everyone. Becuase, in the end, it’s not about me and my religion. It’s about fighting for the hearts of others. Being a sacrifice so that others can see who Christ was, and who he can be to them. In the end, it’s about my actions and little about my words. That… is what I believe is true Christianity.
But I could be wrong.
Blessings,
Mike